Escaping Reality...
I am an imposter! There is a need to create a story of my life,something which I repeat in my head,after dark..when everything is asleep..inside and outside..In this story,I change the story at will,inventing the minutest of details,shaping and changing my persona as per the need of that insecurity most dominant in me....
For me, as an individual,I am the most important thing on this planet..the desire to love someone all stems from my desire to be loved..the desire to calm someone stems from my desire to feel wise..and in this life after darkness I feel enlightened.Coz I am one with the mask I otherwise fake the entire day!
I get extremely frustrated when those around me depend on me or for something and when I need to depend on someone.I am not Shikha, my name actually is Prajakta, no it's actually Cathera and this blog is a farce..i have faked information...and the previous blog was a bigger farce...now the words that i ever told you make anyless sense to you?
You thought you had my company and we would ride our ship of dreams together..All this is a lie
and It does not irk me to tell you goodbye,coz i just need to hide my own disguise!
posted by shikha @ 11:02 AM
17 Comments:
whoa! you sound really dazedandconfused...congrats! :)
quite interesting dazedandconfused that you should think that way!
Well ds it matter?
everybody wears a mask... Its imp not to cheat urself...
:)
..Me
Everbody wearing a mask..makes that the right thing to do rose!
We are more often than not running after some elusive truth...
The sad part is that we wear a mask from ourselves..all the while...Its important to own up to our deeds.
or just do things as they come .. no wearing masks .. no judging it .. just working for the sake of it ..
no rights no wrongs ... just responsibilities .. but then again you might have to do something just because it is expected of you ..
shashank,
being alive is bein alone....being alone is being alive...each one of us lives for own self and we are selfish creatures..this is the only truth!
yeah am selfish too...blissfully and only when I love myself that I reap the capacity to love others...like I love you ha ha ha
Madam Pooja..instead of just commenting on other blog and wasting ur creativity...how about posting something dear!
"It does not irk me to tell you goodbye,coz i just need to hide my own disguise".. dont tell me you are going into hibernation again :-) Neways, nicely written...
Srini..Welcome..make yourself home!
Honesty is a virtue!! The only one left. Appreciate that in you.
"The truth of a man lies first and foremost in what he hides"
Magpie..do start writing on your blog..now that you are back...
I am not back yet. Am in Boston for some work. But this weekend I will post hopefully :)
am looking forward to it:)).Really enjoyed your posts..but when i arrived you had left!
I do the exact same thing.
In the night...I build my own world, fake the endings and make a happy story. A substantial part of me dwells in an imaginary dreamworld....sigh...
"the desire to love someone all stems from my desire to be loved."
thats a nice thought!!!
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